From a female LIB reader
I would like to share my problem and hopefully get some
good advice on this predicament I have found myself.
I am
24 and grew up in a Christian home where going to church
was the only recreational activity allowed in my house. My
parents are pastors and they pastor a large pentecostal
church in lagos.
Growing up in my house felt like a military camp, friends
from school weren't allowed over and the only kids I got to
associate with were pastors kids like myself and all we
were allowed to discuss was the bible because watching TV
wasn't even allowed except its a gospel program.
So naturally not having friends turned me into a quiet girl
and I was the obedient and perfect girl to everyone and most
parents wished they had me, but what all didn't know was
that behind the quiet charming girl I was a totally different
person. Years of being monitored and not being allowed to
interact socially had messed up my sanity and sexuality,
because since I was allowed to play with only girls I had
learnt to develop emotional feelings for only girls.
Fast track to 4months ago, I have always kept my sexuality
in check because I'm a pastors kid from an influential home
and I couldn't just act out even if i wanted to. So one
evening I was visiting a friend after work hours and I got
introduced to this other friend of hers, and from the minute I
set my eyes on her I knew I needed to have her and nature
smiled on me and somehow we became an item.
She was everything I wanted and she fulfilled all my guilty
pleasures and she was my first, thou I kept my last name
and family background from her. Two weeks ago she calls
me up and says that I haven't been treating her right that I
never told her I was from a super rich home and since I had
a name to protect that she needs 5million naira for
Christmas shopping.
At first I thought she was crazy but now she's threatening
to tell my folks and the entire church. My parents may have
gotten it wrong in the child training section but they are
good people and it would ruin their reputation if the church
finds out.
So do I tell them the truth about my sexuality and
impending disaster or do I pay her the N5m or do I just take
the long rope and walk away from home and never return.
Because either way I can't change my sexuality and I have
2weeks to go before all hell breaks loose.
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